thats what i say..

a little bit more.

a little bit more trust

a little bit more confidence

a little bit more faith

and a little bit more common sense.

the times are changing, fast and hard.

i havent the grades nor a car.

i need to find it

that little bit more

the something i keep searching for.

at times i feel bank

theres something missing.

diggin deep, deep into my head.

trying to remember when it all went dead.

my feelings are strong

but i dont know what they are.

there right here weighing down on me

but the answers to them seem so far.

i go thru each day listless

and off in my own world

not looking at the life around me

not considering my future self.

im going no where.

im left behind.

stuck at the bottom of this society

im supposed to climb.

am i really here?

can this really be me?

i need to pull it together.

theres still some times left.

ive strayed from the path that im supposed to live.

i can get back there, back to that place.

i just need to keep patience.

and some of God’s grace.

a little bit more trust.

a little bit more common sense.

a little bit more faith.

and a bunch of self conifence.

a year from now.

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you’ve walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we’ll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we’d be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you’d never let it go?
Remember, cause that’s all you can do.
We’ll never make another memory,
We’ll never make another memory.
I wish I’d have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn’t have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don’t share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I’m sorry that it wasn’t enough.
So, we’ll go our own ways,
And hopefully you’ll remember the things I’ve told you,
Hopefully you’ll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I’ve learned from it.
But aren’t you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don’t consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn’t end this way,
Cause I’m still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you’d never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we’d be a year from now?

first blog!

so this is new and im going to figure it out.

but ill be sure to update alot.

let me just introduce myself.

im faith. i like nicknames. and stuff. im 17 as of right now and in august ill be 18. yay =] i dye my hair alot. i get along with people easily. im very open minded. and i have issues. =]] yaya me.